It seems like we have had Chunk forever!

It also seems like I’ve been in Croydon forever but now, after 5 weeks this year having been there I’m home for a while until Edinburgh starts early June. The cat and mouse game is over, the cat got bored and walked away – lucky mouse! 😉

Great night out last night with friends although it was strange because I was driving and stayed sober, and also because there was a friend in the group who was a bit of a **** and I was this morning considering previous nights out like that when one certain member of the group (not same group) tends to spoil it for others because of their own insecurities or unhappiness or whatever and the others are all quite happy and love each other but this one certain person tends to just spread their shit and ruin things for others. Happily I ride along. Happily I’m not that confrontational person to tell them straight in the moment because with the OTHER person that it happened to me with I have eventually gotten over it and had nice times again with them. That’s me, I don’t react in haste. If you know me – you might know that about me. Not sure lots of people do dig deep enough though. I’m grateful today that I wasn’t drinking last night because if I had been, with age, and menopause and less of a filter, I might have found myself letting it all hang out – the anger. Or retaliation.

My freelance has continued to ramp up and continue in vain. My other work is also ramping up so I have little time to think about affairs of the heart. Grateful for what I have in my life, the people and the loves and the friends. And my children. And my cats.

Looking forward to France and seeing my spiritual guru. A week of eating and drinking and sunning ourselves and chatting, putting the world to rights.